Therapy session: Could i be Indifferent?

Have i told you about my girlfriends? Clearly that is rhetoric considering i only have two posts. So lets cross that out.

I am not one of those people that have very many friends. The few i have, we are cool(most of the time). Except for that time we had that argument about a phone with Vi,
or  the fights we have about being late for Every movie me and Sarah have gone to
or Rhona being her usual carefree self and complaining about how i never spell her name right,
or Magie who always throws tantrums about everything and nothing.
Basically Joselyn is the only less dramatic one, but yet again she is a nerd. Last we talked she was thinking of being a pathologist. 
And thats before i get to Winnie........you get the point. It is life and relations as usual. 

Am reserving one post at a later time for you all.

Moving On.
All drama aside, its caring and loving and laughing and eating. 
During one of our meet ups, Violet (vi is my best friend btw) was reversing the car, some random gentleman was trying to get into a different parking but there was only space for one vehicle at a time, so the kind man stops to let us leave first. Vi stops reversing and in greeting she shouts at him through the window. This is how the conversation went.

Vi: Hiiiiiiiii!!!!
Random guy: (mumbles a polite reply i could not hear because i was in the co-drivers seat - Vi did hear)
Vi: I have a single friend in the car!!!## Please come over and say hi!!!
      [Note that i was the single one.]
Random guy: ( parks his vehicle, and slowly moves to where we were.)
Vi: Hi!! Am Violet. This is my friend Doreen. She is single. Are you a Christian?
Random guy :  Yes i am a Christian. Hi Doreen, I am ..........(I do not remember his name. But Vi insists it was Joshua)
Me : Hi am Doreen. Please pardon my friend shes weird. 
Vi : Doreen get his number
Random Guy : Let me get yours. He gets out his phone to type
 So i read it out.....blah blah blah 
Polite goodbyes and off we went. 

For the Record, He never called or sent a text.

Vi calls me that night after she got home to ask if Joshua called. she calls me again  two days after still following up on Joshua.(I honestly don't remember his name). She was really concerned. And i was not bothered at all.

Then it hit me! Could i be numb!

My mind rushed back to all the times i never cried when i should have.

When i was really really happy and excited and all my face did is smile. 

I remember Sarah telling me she had just bought her first car - God knows i was sooooo thrilled. But all i could come up with is ...." I am really happy for you!" (i still cringe my face just thinking about it)

I really don't show as much emotion as i should! it is worrying! 

I just had my Hepatitis B shot and my arm hurts alittle, I am continuing this next week with all my embarrassing,as if emotionless replies and actions. Plus i need to get home-which is about 76kms away.

To be continued................................